63.6

You girls are all so lovely and beautiful. Thanks so much for all your comments. I got a bit teary reading them all. I'm very lucky to have you all following and commenting. Virtually hugging you all!

Ok so since I haven't posted- Father's Day on Sunday (so much food everywhere) i said to myself that for that day I could eat 'normally' (about 1000 calories). Didn't go very well. I freaked out and vomited twice. Ugh.

Anywho. The weigh in. Am currently weighing 63.6 (bmi: 20.3) Which is good. I'm happy with that. According to the calendar weight I should be 63.5, So 100 grams over is ok considering my freak out binge/purge. Next weeks weight should be 62.2. So here's hoping.

Today is my day off uni. I'm having a lovely day floating around in my lace pjs, smoking, watching skins season three, drinking pepsi max. Do you girls like Skins? What's your fave season?

So tonight I'm going out for dinner for my nan's birthday- Chinese restaurant. Struggling majorly with what to order. Any ideas- healthy (low cal- I don't want to purge) and tasty? It will be my one meal.

Thanks again sweets! I'll miss Shadow :(

Onwards and upwards.

ps- thanks for the beautiful arm comment- made me laugh haha

xx

RIP.

We just put Shadow to sleep. He was really suffering towards the end. I hate writing sad posts. Just came back from the vet now. Feeling very sad.

I don't want to be all depressed and sorry for myself, but this year has positively sucked. My Grandpa passing, the break up and Shadow who I've known as long as I remember.

Everyone suffers in some way, so I know I'm not the only one. I guess things can only get better.

The pic is of him with me on my bed a few months back. He was a Siamese. With blue cross-eyes lol. A little deformity; but it made him special.

RIP Shadow.

Not Much to report...

Except that I have not binge/purged this whole week. wtf. what has gotten into me?? Who knows. Not food that's for sure. ha lol.

Me this week (hopefully) ha.

Anywho I've been eating around 300 calories each day. Been feeling fine. Not faint or anything. Which is new for me. Anywho I haven't been exercising, which is possibly why I haven't lost as much weight as I thought I would. I think I'm getting my period too, so could possibly screw up mondays weigh in.

My cat Shadow is really sick. His kidneys are failing. I dunno how u girls feel about your pets, but I've had shadow for over 14 years now and he is honestly part of the family. So yeah. tad sad :(

I've been kind of shit on commenting lately so hopefully I can catch up on you babes tomorrow. It's 1.20 am. Tired.

Stay Strong.