So that is what I am doing right this second. Planned binge and purge. half an hour left till i hug the toilet bowl. Isn't that ironic, whilst reading a book from a recovering anorexic/bulimic.
Anyway so i have been so disordered lately. Eating nothing one day, bingeing and purging the next, eating 'normal' meals and purging every meal.
Friends are coming around tonight. Around 6.30pm. Meal time. How do I get out of this one. Brought lots of diet coke to help me purge whatever take out we get.
PLAN PLAN PLAN. That is all my life is at the moment.
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