In bed. 11.30pm. Fasting complete. Thank god sleep is near cos I am about ready to chew my hand off. I have survived with a ton of water and pepsi max. I am finding that I am semi-curing my cravings by surfing foodporndaily.com and thisiswhyyouarefat.com. Weird. I am being plagued by evil binge thoughts... I just want some bread.....and ice cream........and cake... and chocolate.and pastacheeseicingpizzanoodleslollieschipsbiscuitsdiqbfeibfhrewobhe.
THIS POSSIBLY COULD HAVE BEEN ME TODAY.
So the ex texts me today out the blue. It's been pretty much two weeks since I last spoke to him.
"Hey, random q just wondering if you have any x rated pics of me still on your phone? Hope your shows went well. xx"
ummm.wtf. this is what I am thinking..
1: YOU HAVE ALL THE PHOTOS OF ME. THERE R NONE OF U. DO NOT RELEASE/PLEASE DELETE THE PHOTOS OF ME. I DO NOT WANT TO BE THE NEXT VANESSA HUDGENS.
2:YOU KNOW THIS. YOU ARE CLEARLY MAKING UP A REASON TO TEXT ME.
3:IF U PAID ANY ATTENTION TO MY LIFE YOU WOULD KNOW MY SHOWS AREN'T ON TILL OCTOBER.
4: "XX???????" EFF YOU.
I'm lucky I didn't eat the entire university cafe after that little drama.
bah. Just when things start getting clearer he fucking pops up and brings me back down again.
Anyways I'm actually in a happier mood then I was before (believe it or not).
Weekend is shaping up to be fun- bestie from Sydney is coming down for the weekend to party it up!!
How did all you girls go with your fasting/days in general?
xx
Boys are silly things, aren't they?
ReplyDeleteohmygosh where in melbourne are you from? i lived there for 5 years, i was in toorak (:
ReplyDeleteyes i am 5"2 but ALMOST 5"3, and you have a similar UGW? you seem like the perfect buddy!
wow your ex sounds like a douche, no offence! and goodluk for your shows ... in OCTOBER! :P
glad your fasting went well! did u lose much?
and woohoo fro happy you (:
xoxo
what an ass. i hope he stops that so you can drop him completely. hang in there, babygirl. kudos on the fast. keep up the good work.
ReplyDeletexoxo
zette
What did you write back to the ex?
ReplyDeleteI'd txt him back and be like "Oh..wait... I thought you WANTED me to post that to guyswhosmokepole.com/myexbfsextrasmalldick"
ReplyDeleteBut then again I'm an uber bitch lol.
I fasted for 40 hours.. now I'm restricting and diet pills again.. ugh. Univ cafeterias are evil.. lol
Oh yea.. BTW I did mean the Burlesque movie! I nearly had an orgasm just watching the friggen trailer! Love anything with rhythm, spotlights, glitter and dance.
ReplyDeleteUghh, boys suck!! Especially exes. You should ignore him. Let us know what you choose to do.
ReplyDeleteOMG Monday I'm gonna faaaaaaaaaast!
ReplyDeleteYour ex=DOUCHE! Lol, what a tard. I'm so glad you didn't let him push you into binge-land!
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" I just want some bread.....and ice cream........and cake... and chocolate.and pastacheeseicingpizzanoodleslollieschipsbiscuitsdiqbfeibfhrewobhe." NO! Snap out of it! stop it!!!
ReplyDeleteooivey, you ex sounds annoying [-_-"]