Sunday, August 29, 2010

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thanks for the comments guys!! I don't actually say mate in my every day speak, I'm probs giving my fellow aussies a bad name hahaha!!!
No he wasn't from bondi rescue, those guys are cute but.

I binged/purged massively this morning. I am out of control. I think a big reason is, I am extremely run down at the moment and tired, it seems to be what I turn to. But then again, anything makes me purge these days.

So weigh in.... eeeep..

Am currently 64.2kg ( bmi : 20.4) massive. I have gained in like two days.
Friday I was 63.1 (20.1).
At the start of the week I was 65.7 (20.9)

I guess at least I am not where I started last week. Still feeling terrible but.

According to that website I told you last week I should be 64.8, so at least I haven't surpassed that. Next weight should be 63.5.

Feeling so sluggish!!

I think I'll do what Glue + Pieces suggested and get my nails done, maybe fake nails might deter me!!

Ok So like i said, please be brutal, please tell me to keep going, do whatever!! Be as mean as you like! I need to hear it!!

So this is my why I need to be thinner (thus meaning stop purging) list:
  • I can throw on anything and not feel self-conscious
  • I will feel healthier
  • I will have more confidence and be more outgoing.
  • I will get more auditions.
  • I will have control over SOMETHING in my life.
  • I will have more money- money spent on binges can go on other things.
  • I don't want to be the fat cousin.
  • I will feel more attractive.
  • I won't be called curvaceous.
  • I will be happier (I WAS happier when I was at my thinnest).
  • I will set a good example to my overweight mother.
If you can think of anything else, please add.

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8 comments:

  1. BethAugust 30, 2010 at 2:05 AM

    - everyone will envy
    - guys will check you out
    - you will feel awesome!

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  2. SarahAugust 30, 2010 at 2:07 AM

    Hahahaha, the boys from Bondi Rescure are definantely cute! And, I guess I say mate sometimes. :) It's such a cool word though.
    And I think you should see it positively - you're lighter than you were at the start of the week! :)
    <3

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  3. AnonymousAugust 30, 2010 at 2:52 AM

    well think of it all this way : any loss is a good thing so dont be so hard on yourself!
    keep going !!!

    xoxo

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  4. AnonymousAugust 30, 2010 at 6:14 AM

    - be confident in a bikini in front of anyone and everyone!

    please follow my blog! www.thequestforaskinnyme.blogspot.com xx

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  5. MichAugust 30, 2010 at 7:31 AM

    Those are all great reasons. You can do it!!! Your first reason is the same as mine - I want to be able to just throw on any outfit and never feel like a whale.
    Today is Monday, so a new start and a new week. Fake nails might be a good idea. And it would be something nice to do for yourself. You deserve nice things!!
    xxx

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  6. pixistix14August 30, 2010 at 11:03 AM

    -you won't have to struggle to find clothes in your size.

    :)

    Btw I HATE being called curvaceous too. I know it's meant to be nice but all I hear is " You're body isnt fat enough to obese but its still fat enough to not be considered normal or skinny" UGH

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  7. JasmineAugust 30, 2010 at 9:47 PM

    Thanks for following my blog <3

    - It will take less time to shower, shave, rub in lotion, etc. if your body is smaller

    - Guys could pick you up and spin you above their heads

    - People will look at you and envy your self-control

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  8. MoonAugust 31, 2010 at 12:03 AM

    You will have accomplished something that almost everyone fails at.

    You will feel like if you can do this, you can do anything.

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